The moment you said I don't love him,please think that if he ever do the same for me.

And don't comment about the way I teach him, it just makes me feel like I'm not belong to this family.

I rather just stay in KL. This idea appeared in my mind once.

Why everytime there must be a thing to ruin this moment?

How I wish I can chat and play with him just like other siblings do?

I knew I will never be a good sister. But I love him. I tried. Talk to him.

No matter how I tried, there is just a wall between us.

Sometimes I tried so hard to make him smile or talk to me.

After the tough and stress time staying in KL, what I want is only the love from my family, but not quarrel and fight.

I won't let myself to have this bad mood after 6+ hours I travelled from my hostel.

I'm done with this.